Do Dragons Pout?

This is an interesting question that I have been asking myself lately.  Pots seems to be feeling moody and volatile.  One minute he is brooding and the next he is rampaging.

The Darkness We Know

073I have lived with Pots for a very long time.  While he is a terror and bully, I am used to him.  He has become a very intimate part of who I am.  Sometimes the pain and fear we know is preferable to the unknown.

After a year of Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) therapy for dealing with Post Traumatic Stress (Pots) I’m tired and don’t want to deal with it anymore.   I just want to call done and ignore it.  I want people to quit asking me how I’m doing.

Depressed and Tired

Okay, so this post is short.  I am currently dealing with a depression and have to wait for it to pass.  It is just a part of the process of dealing that I wish I could skip.  I will probably not be back on for a while, but this too shall pass.  It always does.

Enjoy your Summer.  I will enjoy mine.  Even if it is just to despite Pots.