This is an interesting question that I have been asking myself lately.  Pots seems to be feeling moody and volatile.  One minute he is brooding and the next he is rampaging.

The Darkness We Know

I have lived with Pots for a very long time.  While he is a terror and bully, I am used to him.  He has become a very intimate part of who I am.  Sometimes the pain and fear we know is preferable to the unknown.

After a year of Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) therapy for dealing with Post Traumatic Stress (Pots) I’m tired and don’t want to deal with it anymore.   I just want to call done and ignore it.  I want people to quit asking me how I’m doing.

Depressed and Tired

Okay, so this post is short.  I am currently dealing with a depression and have to wait for it to pass.  It is just a part of the process of dealing that I wish I could skip.  I will probably not be back on for a while, but this too shall pass.  It always does.

Enjoy your Summer.  I will enjoy mine.  Even if it is just to despite Pots.