This is an interesting question that I have been asking myself lately. Pots seems to be feeling moody and volatile. One minute he is brooding and the next he is rampaging.
The Darkness We Know
I have lived with Pots for a very long time. While he is a terror and bully, I am used to him. He has become a very intimate part of who I am. Sometimes the pain and fear we know is preferable to the unknown.
After a year of Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) therapy for dealing with Post Traumatic Stress (Pots) I’m tired and don’t want to deal with it anymore. I just want to call done and ignore it. I want people to quit asking me how I’m doing.
Depressed and Tired
Okay, so this post is short. I am currently dealing with a depression and have to wait for it to pass. It is just a part of the process of dealing that I wish I could skip. I will probably not be back on for a while, but this too shall pass. It always does.
Enjoy your Summer. I will enjoy mine. Even if it is just to despite Pots.
WIngs and whispers. Flow and flowers. Summer wraps warm around. Soar when you can; nap, when you can’t. Smiles sent.
Thanks for the warm wishes. They always make me feel better.